February 2010
Ewww I cannot believe I’m coming out to my entire family right now. I don’t like it. I don’t like it. I don’t like it. I don’t like it. I don’t like it. I don’t like it. I don’t like it. I don’t like it. I don’t like it. I don’t like it. I don’t like it. Not one bit.
Feb 1st
Hahahaha
I love the word Tossers.
Feb 1st
I’ll never forget that day. You remember don’t you? You know, that day I was lying next to you. That day you decided to lay on top of me, and put your arms around me. That day we slept holding each other. I remember. I couldn’t sleep. Your arms around my stomach, your head on my back. My body went into shock, and melted into your arms. I still remember the sound of you...
Feb 1st
Seriously. Can time just fast forward to when I’m fucking happy. If someone would just hold my hand. That would be great. Thanks.
Feb 1st
ListenI love this shit.
Feb 1st
I want to scream.
My dream is to fill my lungs with the bitter winter wind. Feel the chill run through my body and jolt me awake. Scream to the sky in a mist of hot air, that dissapears as my lungs have nothing left to give.
Feb 1st
I’ve decided I’m going to be brutally honest to everyone I know. I’m curious as to how this will work out.
Feb 1st
BURRITO!
Feb 1st
I love how I can't open a bag of chips for shit.
Feb 1st
January 2010
Your eyes shine at me. As your hand brushes my cheek, A tear falls, A dream vanishes, A lifetime destroyed. The shine is gone. I lay in darkness and dream of the life that I’ll never have. My heart is weak, you were it’s strength.
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I'm scared that I'm never good enough.
Jan 31st
Briar's Secret
Slowly inching towards your lips, wanting, yearning your touch. I tremble. As you grow near, time stops. Your hot breath brushing against my cheek, sends a jolting sensation through my body. I can’t breathe, you have paralyzed me. Your hand finds mine. My heart starts beating, loud, fast. As our fingers intertwine my head gets light. The anticipation of your kiss, causes my...
Jan 31st
I hate having so many feelings, and not being able...
Jan 31st
I empty my soul into your heart, expecting you to fill mine, with yours. Your love is essential to my existence, my not having it slowly eats away at me, destroying. The ache in my heart grows more brutal each day, I can not fathom a way to end it. Dreams fool me, but only briefly. For when I wake, I realize I never had you, yet burn inside as if I’ve lost you. The thought of your...
Jan 31st
Attachment is such a difficult thing to undo. Where do you begin?
Jan 31st
I dream of falling in love and living happily ever after. Like in fairytales. Fairytales aren’t real, but I sincerely hope my dream will be.
Jan 31st
Funnyyyyy bitch →
Jan 30th
I wish I could fly.
Jan 30th
I feel so incredibly satisfied.
Jan 30th
She was just a stranger to me, yet the second I sat next to her I felt it. The invisible attraction that caused me to become suddenly nervous. I swore she could hear my heart start to beat faster. But she felt it too, I felt her stiffen as I sat. I became instantly intoxicated by  her smell. It drove me insane. I wanted to jump her right then but felt foolish. As the minutes passed I started...
Jan 30th
Sugar Rush marathon, cause I'm cool.
Jan 30th
Someone please love me.
Jan 29th
I want to be free.
The mass of emotions that release from me Cause me so much pain, so much pleasure. You push, you pull, You play with me like a toy. I’m no toy. Stuffed under a pile of toys, I wait. That moment when you want me to play with, I’m there to fill the need. I get to see the light again, I get to breathe. But when that moment is over, I get buried again. You selfish bitch. Just let me go so...
Jan 29th
I'm getting tattoo fever. It's an issue.
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I'll keep Dreaming.
If I could feel the rush of you forever,  I would never be empty again.  My brain tingles at the slightest thought of you.  My entire body aches for your touch, to touch you.  Let me. Lay next to me again. The darkness doesn’t bother me. I still smell  you.  It’s wonderful.  Intoxicating.  I still hear you; the slow, steady breaths.  I picture your perfect lips parting slowly, as you...
Jan 29th
Damnit, I got a bug bite. I'm itchy :(
Jan 29th
Ahahaha watch it if you're horny. →
Jan 29th
sl0wdance0ntheinside: bustmeopenandsavemysoul: sl0wdance0ntheinside: bustmeopenandsavemysoul: sl0wdance0ntheinside: bustmeopenandsavemysoul: Against a wall I tame your wild heart With each sweet caress Magnetism we both can feel The taste of your sweet lips Electricity in my fingertips You feel me all over Our loneliness melts away Within an instant, we’re there In a newly-found...
Jan 29th
sl0wdance0ntheinside: bustmeopenandsavemysoul: sl0wdance0ntheinside: bustmeopenandsavemysoul: Against a wall I tame your wild heart With each sweet caress Magnetism we both can feel The taste of your sweet lips Electricity in my fingertips You feel me all over Our loneliness melts away Within an instant, we’re there In a newly-found paradise Heaven in your embrace Making my way Further and...
Jan 29th
sl0wdance0ntheinside: bustmeopenandsavemysoul: Against a wall I tame your wild heart With each sweet caress Magnetism we both can feel The taste of your sweet lips Electricity in my fingertips You feel me all over Our loneliness melts away Within an instant, we’re there In a newly-found paradise Heaven in your embrace Making my way Further and further Higher and higher Until finally time stops...
Jan 29th
Against a wall I tame your wild heart With each sweet caress Magnetism we both can feel The taste of your sweet lips Electricity in my fingertips You feel me all over Our loneliness melts away Within an instant, we’re there In a newly-found paradise Heaven in your embrace Making my way Further and further Higher and higher Until finally time stops Sweat trickles down The taste of love’s rewards A...
Jan 29th
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The most difficult thing to do is not care about people. I wish it was easy. I really fucking do.
Jan 29th
I miss the sound of the ocean. So calming.
Jan 29th
Just bought a lightsabre keychain.WIN.
Jan 29th
Ugh, the candy isle too. Fuck it, today is officially a fat day.
Jan 28th
I hate walking through the dessert isle of a food store. I WANT EVERYTHING.
Jan 28th
I love singing random songs when I’m in a good mood. Even dancing, but in the privacy of my bedroom. No one should have to witness that. I miss being genuinly happy. I feel close to it today, but I’m quite positive that the main contributor to that is the Rockstar I inhaled 10 minutes ago. However, my walk today was the best I’ve had in months. Holy balls I’m hyper right...
Jan 28th
“I feel pretty, Oh, so pretty, I feel pretty, and witty and gay.”
Jan 28th
If we all have a purpose, what the hell is mine?
Jan 28th
I want to change the world, instead I sleep.
Jan 28th
Close your eyes And I’m there Feel me near you Holding you in my arms My only priority is to protect you Nothing else matters to me I’ll never let you go Until you are safe I will always be there.
Jan 28th
I love the days when I feel alive. I wish everyday could be like this.
Jan 28th